separation,makes my heart ache so much.

im really sad.i dont know wat is the best way to express it out..heart tore off slowly from piece to pieces and to alot alot pieces.blood stopped bleeding.heart remains broken..i have struggled so much in making this decision. i asked myself a lot of times whether i made the right decision or not.at last,i come to the answer i think is the best for myself. although to you that answer ay be a little too selfish. i got to make the best decision for myself.i choose to stay not because i choose to dump you all, not because i do not love you all anymore. i love all of you. but im really very sad. after days and weeks of consideration,i've became so sensitive toward this issues.im very tired after all these hard works.

but of coz,besides all these sad things,we do have fun during the last day before church go out.we sang Negaraku!it's the first time for me to sing it in my service.everybody were very happy that time.after the service we went mamak to celebrate zi jun's birthday(:

service time

birthday celebration for the August babies
mamak

Sunday,2nd August
i woke up at 11.30 that day!wow...so late.i thought it was only 9am.hehe..den brushed up and rushed to PizzaHut.it's our last youth gathering.hannah jie ordered alot alot alot of pizzas.evyone there were super super very full..the pizza is yummy!
after pizza,went to Yiyi's house in Cheras to fetch Nic back to our home.hang there with family the whole evening.watched tv,took some rest,etc~

js woke up.ruth took a picture of me(:
dinner time with family.

tuesday, 4th August.
it's a fun day with family!tho a bit tiring.i dont have to go coffee beans today,have my off day.after school went Jusco with Aunty Vinnie,Debbie,Nic..ate a chocolate chips crispy chips.it's so so so so nice!love it alot..den mum called to ask wat time we'l be reaching home later.sis wanted to bring us to '糖水哥哥' for tong sui..cant wait to go home!so,half an-hour later we(Nic and i) reached home.sis brought us,including mummy out for tong sui.but not the 糖水哥哥 one,we went to 记得吃 instead.i ate a bowl of very delicious kiwi ice and paper wrapped chicken(: so so so FULL again..brought Coco out with us.she's very good girl this time,quietly sat on Nic's laps...

good girl on her way to tongsui with us.

i dont know that i got to pay for the tong sui i ate.mum and sis force me to clean the whole house with them.weather so hot,work so many,so san fu.... :p

mummy and sis cleaning and packing

i worked for them too,see my sweaty wet hair....

and den,after a few minutes,i sat there,rested,looking at them :p yeah!

wednesday,5th August.
school is okay today.did quite alot for my History and Geoography today.after school went for p&w practice for friday's chapel.before going there,Nic bought me my strawberry milk!(:* den watched the new 四叶草3 online..it's really nice!(: later at night going to church for practice for this saturday's service.pray that we'l work well with english dept band(:*